The knowing.

The knowing. What I know is that I create my reality. Everything surrounding me was once a thought, and now it’s real. Now my thoughts are creating what will be real as it is as I know time and time again.

What a fine line of testing! What a fine line to steer! Any sway of not knowing could deny what is clear.

If I shall create pain and sorrow and believe it is real, convincing others as I live it and feel… so sad “look it’s real!” I’ll explain how it’s happened and explain some more, I’ll dwell on the sadness pretending it’s real! So real I can feel it and choose it instead… following thoughts by choice of thousands fleeting within my very head.

Yet thoughts by the thousands? Daily and in bed. True some thoughts are happy? But sadness chosen instead?!!!

By choice of the master to serve kneeling shit thoughts instead. Out of my head these thoughts are beating what’s not winning but choice I chose instead!!!!

if by choice I shall create all that I deny, pretending what’s real. But why choose the fear of thoughts fleeting choosing unwanted instead, receive the gifts that are given and instilled.

Of all moments to think thoughts past of regrets. Of all moments to think a future lost. Of all moments to stay with thoughts of thousands fleeting choosing lesser feelings depression from all I said.

By choice to release, why be attached? Attach to the wanting, turned knowing it’s fact.

To create from places of beauty or darkness and lack? Be aware who is choosing… you know you and that’s another fact.

The only one thinking.

The master of you can be the master of more, but once again no motivation to step through that door.

Master of moments. Master for… mastery with patience, many run rather than score.

Master of the making, reality creating from committed thoughts. Thoughts led to feelings, alchemically create. Fate is waiting for your cue. What are you creating, any thoughts that are new?

Viscous circles, head pounding, facilitate. Creating from the thoughts lacking, you are thinking, always catching up now you’re late.

If I create from my knowing and my will. My choice in creating is what desires I decide instill. Laugh what you think, and how long have you have?

Response of the same prior pattern, stuck in your head, one day released from last breath at deathbed!!!!

Your words I was thinking! As yours they are mine! My inner knowing always knew them but by choice I denied! Why did I not answer all times when guidances called!!!! Why did I never answer what I knew all along! To not face the strength to stand for myself, fleeting thoughts of thousands, confusion chosen by will.

I am now forever always, let fleeting thoughts fleet, I shall choose what will lift me as fate.

I shall choose what reality I want to create. For I know what I know, tested thousands times before. Guidance always answers, as it did all calls before. Such power in the knowing!!!! You are not alone, forces unseen supporting always and more. Deeply connected to the knowing of all things, and yet to not know is knowing, but what will come before? The trust of not knowing that all comes, reality created by what you see behind the door. The door to your mind, the fire in your soul. Spirit is calling as it always has before. This time will you listen!!!!! All this time trained!!! Training for this moment to remain. Remain here now forever existing composure as you know. Know deeply you are creating any choice from of thousands thoughts fleeting or more. Constant flow of information streaming within your head…

Mastery my friend is commitment to the demons in your head.

Fear not alone as I’ve walked the journey for you instead. I tell you my friend creating, these thoughts are reality from your head.

Believe all you will, watch patterns from before. Trace the steps from the origin thinking and watch what lies before. Exactly thoughts from thinking and feeling created by choice from your head.

Do you see what I see yet? Do you feel what I know. All this is within you, ability to create, but belief, backed with knowing, embodiment of truth, it is fate. Perhaps so committed to another thread, you followed shit thoughts thousands fleeting instead.

Test your reality do not just try. Commitment takes passion moment to moment a repeated trend. Many not willing as they want to escape, escape to places never coming as that’s what you crate, belief as knowing is lacking dwell shit thoughts, denying instead. Out of heart and stuck in the head instead. Ego at its finest will never open doors… pass through the logic of all the collective souls opinions you met, the image of you created from the collective views instead. Who cares what they think. Who will be beside you at your death bed?

Choices decided now — what life will you lead!!!??? Will you step to the man or woman you know you are meant to be. Who you are if you are willing? If you are willing and more. Stand in your power, your calling. You know who the fuck you are. Not who you’ve been… as you did not create. Those taught feelings come from a child’s fate. Allowing thoughts fleeting, thousands driving visions fed, feeling less, dwelling comfort by choice now your stuck. in your head, it’s too late.

One more time in trying as before. I say fuck you and trying… walk through that door. Face the fear and know. Know all things, follow the feeling of truth deep with in your soul. Don’t follow others to look good and feel filling admired no more.

Truths path is commitment. Mastery awareness this time. Aware of all moments, never escaping this time. This time and next time and forever all seconds more. All moments commit mastery aligned self choice for the score.

Fear this path from what appears lonely I’ve been here before. Creating from nothing to something never scares me. All moments aware let’s go.

Never scared of the lacking understanding instead. Who am I with me? Who am I with you? Who am I — forever committed to mastery of the thoughts in my head.

I create now, created then, I choose the thoughts dwelling in my head.

Impossible may seem now but let me tell you my friend. 3 years of solid commitment to changing thoughts fleeting thousands in my head. Now I snap my fingers and see perspective by choice, Instead of what’s lacking which not real in my head as what’s real is. Is, by choice create I do instead.

If I shall create that I know all reality stems… origins thoughts chosen dwelling from the few thoughts of thousands fleeting in my head.

If I shall choose creation with joy, always happy instead. Override feeling never wanted or by choice control and aware instead.

For if not aware you are choosing, you become a slave, slave to society digging your grave. Slave to your head. Comfort instead. A slave for the taking of a reality regrets upon deathbed. Too late you are dying. Sad to die dying but you knew where all things lead! Why did you waste time committed to all things untrue instead!!!

I see me when dying passing from here then. I see me then knowing all choices I lead. All choices and guidance I followed picking me instead. All that I am is all that I create. Cultivating experiences and lessons, a combination of all choices I can create. Who am I willing? Who am I now? Who am I at all times? The knowing, I will.

I know I create, can create and creating all moments from thoughts. Be wise with your choosing, choose not be distraught.

Snap my fingers now I’m choosing anything instead.

Shall I create from truth, belief of life gives what I want given all times from my head.

I say it becomes, i see it and I feel. I know what is real.

Trace thought origins reveal all moments of the thought. Thought embodied willing and trust…

Trust all is given as I see want and create.

Too far fetched to conceive, admit you lost the way. This permission I give you to practice today. Commit to this path. All is in store. All is here now existing. Open to be lead. Be lead by willing by trust that you are not fleeting thoughts of thousands dwelling negative turned diseased illness within your body from your head.

Heal now if you are willing this is your call. Spend the time to remember and commitment to all. All moments when thought fleeting thousands in your head. Take your power back it’s yours no denying you are lead.

If I shall create sadness then I create beauty by choice feeling happy instead, regardless of what’s before me. I am in control. Control of priorities deemed important remember what you want before you die. Do not regret all the times you were shy. Shy to stand in your making! Shy to say what you meant.

Your life is for the choosing now create before one last breath. The vision of endless pursuit of the making, taking, owning thoughts in favor supporting you, reality bends. No breaking, it is making and by choice you defend… your mind or knowing of the heart.

Choice to defend pretending to stand. pedestal high to others, not facing within. Opinions leading ignoring calling fearful of what others think instead.

This is you! Not them. Who is with you when all is done and said. By your side ally through thick and the thin.

Decide for your taking. Create reality favored desires before deathbed. Fuck first impressions who gives a shit, if to choose you over them you know the answer so why continue to tread. Tread the sand that’s sinking led confusion from your head.

Hold your power, your knowing, truth and trust from within. All answers of questions you know. Follow guidance, be willing, fuck putting on a show. It’s you. It’s yours. Choose the sharing following caring of hearts desires of self —- let’s begin.