Tasha Angelina Cooney
2 min readMar 7, 2020

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What will you take to your deathbed? We got one shot at this here now as is. What now are you missing out on that you truly desire? What now are you ignoring? Suppressing? Denying? What are you hiding from? I ask myself these questions frequently throughout the day. I’ve trained my mind to identify them quickly and bring them to the surface. Sometimes it’s scary. To see my truth. But what’s scarier is dying without ever even addressing the things I always wanted to improve on, the things I always wanted to express and never did. The fear that stopped us all. The fear that stopped me. The fear we we decided to lead by. The choice is yours. You want your power… then decide it’s yours. One of my all time favorite things that have came out of my mouth… “You can go throw me in a field. In the middle of nowhere. I will make it back. I guarantee within 3 months to 5 months. I will have a place to live, food on my plate and xxxxx.” I forgot the rest but you get it. If you’re frustrated and fearful like I’ve been and sometimes get- try a different view…. adapt. Adapt to anything and everything before you that is presented to you. Deal with it NOW. Change it NOW. The quicker you adapt the easier it is to navigate. I don’t have all the answers, I don’t dwell on not knowing them. I trust as I flow they appear, and they always do. There is a native language we often forget about. Beyond words, beyond thought, beyond tangible. Knowing. When I am in a place of deep connection to my mind and body, my thoughts aligned with my emotions, when there is no internal struggle, I have the ability to bring forth (insert here), everyone has their process. As I refine mine I continue to discover how to connect the dots faster, brining forth thoughts to my reality. Laugh at me all you will. You know and you too have seen the proof. What is stopping you? I have documented thousands of occurrences where my direct thoughts, wishes or desires appear near instantly. I’ve got it down to about 24 hour turn around time when I’m in the flow. But how the heck can I always stay there? This is the bigger game I’m playing. Committed to mastering this matrix.

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